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Post by amy lynn orsino on May 16, 2011 21:46:17 GMT -5
you are more frustrating than brody.
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Post by kaler ryan scott on May 16, 2011 21:57:19 GMT -5
[/IMG] amy, i don't mean to be. i know how i feel, but actually going there with britt? i don't know how to explain it without having to write a fucking novel about feelings that i'm not supposed to have. [/color][/div][/center]
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Post by amy lynn orsino on May 17, 2011 9:42:27 GMT -5
why aren't you supposed to have them? you have every right to feel whatever you want to. including things about britt.
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Post by kaler ryan scott on May 17, 2011 16:51:33 GMT -5
[/IMG] it was easier when i didn't have these kinds of feelings for people at all. i may be allowed, but that doesn't mean that i want them or that it's just that easy to figure out. you know i care for her. i just don't want to be the next let down in her life when things go wrong. [/color][/div][/center]
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Post by amy lynn orsino on May 17, 2011 17:07:29 GMT -5
and who says that things are going to go wrong? granted i have no room to talk seeing as i still sometimes think brody's going to run off and be with mykayla, but still. you and britt would be good for each other. you are good together.
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Post by kaler ryan scott on May 17, 2011 17:15:15 GMT -5
[/IMG] like i said, i don't know how to explain it. there's a lot of self doubt and guilt that i need to figure out what to do with first. what? amy, he's not going to be stupid enough to leave you for someone that wants nothing to do with him and he had better not be stupid enough to hurt you, either. yeah...thanks for that. [/color][/div][/center]
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Post by amy lynn orsino on May 17, 2011 17:26:26 GMT -5
do you honestly think that she doesn't have that too? come on, kaler. and i know, its stupid and irrational and i know that mykayla would never do that to me but its still there and i'm trying to overcome that. and i mean it, kaler. you two are good together.
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Post by kaler ryan scott on May 17, 2011 18:49:23 GMT -5
[/IMG] no, i understand where she has a lot to think about in it too, but i don't know if i really know how to be with her after everything that's happened. it is stupid and irrational, especially since mykayla is married and there is no way in hell that brody should think for a second that that girl would want him back. she's over it, and he's obviously getting over it and with you now. i know we are. she's perfect.. [/color][/div][/center]
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Post by amy lynn orsino on May 17, 2011 18:57:29 GMT -5
but isn't it worth it to at least try! you can't stay miserable forever. and neither can britt. and i know, i know. but you haven't lived in mykayla and beth's shadow all your life. its kind of intimidating having your boyfriend date one of them. besides i think the constant threat of being beaten by my brother's keeps him in line. lol.
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Post by kaler ryan scott on May 17, 2011 19:11:25 GMT -5
[/IMG] i don't think that i'm miserable anymore. but i think that's half the problem. and since when did you start giving me relationship advice? this is just strange. yeah, beth and mykayla are pretty cool but brody chose you. and yeah, he dated mykayla a few times, but who didn't want to date mykayla? you still got him at the end of the day and that's all that matters. it is a pretty impressive bunch that you have for body guards. [/color][/div][/center]
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Post by amy lynn orsino on May 17, 2011 19:27:33 GMT -5
how is that a problem? and i have no idea! i've been giving it to caisey too. i just go with it. you know, that's not very helpful. who didn't want to date mykayla? really? and yes i know. its amazing that any of us girls got to date at all growing up. micah had brody scared out of his wits before he even talked to him.
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Post by kaler ryan scott on May 17, 2011 20:11:06 GMT -5
[/IMG] because it means i'm getting over it and moving on. i know that's what i'm supposed to do, but it's hard to let go. hey, i didn't mean it like that. it was more of a 'even i thought about it' kind of thing that slipped in there, but you need to stop worrying. you're not in anyone's shadow. the amy orsino that i know is far to brilliant and beautiful for that. well come on, it's micah. i think everyone is afraid of him until they are certain that he isn't going to kill them. [/color][/div][/center]
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Post by amy lynn orsino on May 17, 2011 20:55:00 GMT -5
but it is a good thing, kaler. moving on is a really good thing, and it has to happen sometime. uh huh. sure. but in this case, i got you and mykayla didn't. =P lol. but i FEEL like i am. i'm not afraid of him.
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Post by kaler ryan scott on May 17, 2011 21:10:58 GMT -5
[/IMG] i know. i understand. i just have to talk myself into it and not feel guilty about it. yes, yes you did. but you're not. no one compares you to them, and no one thinks poorly of you because you're different than they are. well yeah, i wonder why you're not afraid of him. you know what i meant. [/color][/div][/center]
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Post by amy lynn orsino on May 17, 2011 21:32:27 GMT -5
you don't need to feel guilty about it. and you shouldn't let anyone make you think that you should, either. i have been told by a very frustrated micah that i should be more like them before. and i'm not afraid of micah because i figure that i've spent my whole life tormenting him and that if he hasn't killed me yet he's not going to. =D that and i'm his little sister and he loves me. lol. and yes, i know what you meant, but i figured i'd just throw that in there.
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